The verdict is........ BANISHED!!!Perhaps I should explain the journal title. Well at Samhain I had a friend from Coventry down for the festival, he's a nice genuine guy and I do enjoy being his friend, but he wants more than that. Normally I would be only to happy to oblige, but the thing is - he's been in a relationship for well into 7 years now and just wants to add a third person into a "3-way" relationship.... Can anyone else say "huh?!?" Yeah so he left his hoodie here... I took it back to him today; ignoring people who told me I should have just posted the bloody thing. Wishing I'd listened to them now. We had a bit of a disagreement last week when I finally got pissed off enough to tell him the truth which I knew would hurt, I'd tried to do it without hurting his feelings. Recent developments though, he'd been telling my friend claire that apparently I was in "Denial" and also on the Friday I was "All over him" pfft..... please... Had I truly been all over him... it would have been all over for him. But he sent me a text saying that the names (gorgeous, sexy, hun etc) would stop.... have they bollocks.. I was in coventry earlier on and he kept calling me hun, he was fairly upset by my distance (I felt fucking awkward) but.... *shrugs* meh.... and twice or thrice he called me "love" now there is only one person in existance who has the privilege of calling me "lover" and that is my lover damn it... And knowing my lover she's probably reading this and totally has the "Told you so" song and dance going on in her head.... But yeah, then the texts he was sending me as I was coming home had firstly 2 "x" on it and the second one had a "XxX" on it.....
So I have decided... I have no further alternative... I tried everything else, short of just dropping him from my life. So my verdict.... BANISHMENT!!! (Lover I know you'll get what that means... but... don't judge lol.. I tried it every way I could think of without doing this)
Gloomy
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♫ Kono te wo, hasanaide~~ <3
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~ Friendship is a fickle thing. But the bonds that bring us together are stronger than diamonds
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♫ Kono te wo, hasanaide~~ <3
"My country 'tis of thee
From my porch I can see Russia and such"
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"Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength; loving someone deeply gives you courage." -Lao Tzu
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~ Life is like sex, its either really good, or its fucking Shit
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~See the world in a grain of sand, and a heaven in a wild flower.
~Hold Infinity in the palm of your hand, and eternity in an hour.
~William Blake, b 1757
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~ "I have a PhD in HORRIBLENESS!"~
~ "What can I say? I flunked the written." ~
xxx
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